Praying endlessly for...
1. Patience in my day to day life. Never have I felt so impatient with Him, myself, and the people around me. I know He is watching me, taking care of me, making sure everything is taking care of. I need to learn to work on HIS time not my own.
2. Love in my life. I pray to see the love that surronds me because although I do not feel it physically anymore from the people around me or the situations I am put in... I need to open my eyes. Everything that I have encountered here has had an immense amount of love. From the little girl that was born right in front of my eyes, the boy that we saved from dying from dehydration, the sunsets I watch paint the sky with amazing colors, to the sunrises I was never able to see before because I disliked waking up early. Love is everywhere... and I guess I am not praying for that love... I am praying for God to help me open my eyes to the love HE puts around me.
3. Understanding when it things seem ridiculous. I cannot always look at things my way. I am praying endlessly for understanding of other people because I do desire to see what other people see and feel. But above all else understanding what He wants for me... because most of the time I feel lost and confused. I do not know what the future holds and I am scared more than half of the time about me not fulfilling His will for me. But I need pray for understanding that He is taking care of it and it will all work out in the end. Trust in Him.
4. The friendships and relationships I love.
5. The friendships I do not know.
6. Passion, adventure, wonder and every emotion I feel daily. Because those are the feelings that are keeping me alive and desiring a relationship with our Heavenly Father.
7. a calm, peace, serene, quiet heart. because That´s when I can hear Him speak to me.
I admire, adore, love and miss you my sister, be strong and take care of your health... dont ignore what you think might be nothing.. your health and well being comes before anything and anyone!
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